I'm still very happy about being pregnant.
But I feel like the rain never stops.
The bills are crushing me.
I can't breathe.
$350.00 leaky toilet.
$85.00 speeding ticket.
$150 daycare.
$0 in the account.
I kind of want to quit.
But what would I be quiting?
I guess all the important things are perfectly in check. My marriage is eternal. Nothing else will really matter in the end.
But I still can't breathe.
The bills are crushing me.
I'm going to take more time to smell the hand-ground, homemade bread.
I hope it doesn't make me barf.
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Oh girl I know how you feel. We would not exist if it were not for medical school loans. Hang in there, you have the right attitude...you have an eternal husband, an amazing kid and another on the way. That's all that matters! Love you!
ReplyDeleteHang in there Jill! I'm sorry! I leave tomorrow night, but come to playgroup so we can talk! Let me know if you need anything!
ReplyDeleteFirst off, CONGRATS! Good to know my prof is 'PREGGERS' or should I say "Preggo my Eggo!"
ReplyDeleteNow, second? I know that life can be hard, I know that it can seem overwhelming.....there are answers....I know it seems like you can't breathe, you probably can't, bills are crushing and terrifying...but go outside, find some fresh air and do it anyway! It will help! Also, make sure you get enough sleep, enough lovin ;->, enough food and enough hugs from your Quinn....
Take good vitamins and drink good juice! You will start to feel better and soon the money will stretch!