Parenthood

It's probably just the clomid, but I am a wreck of emotions today.

First, I about cried when Quinn got invited to go see the Princess and the Frog in the theater with a friend. I, of course, freaked out that my baby is too little for such an adventure AND for her first Disney princess movie. I told my friend no and about cried all day because I missed Quinn so much. She was asleep when I got home from work. I just want to go cuddle with her in her new big girl bed and never let her go ... or grow.

Then, the just watched the pilot of Parenthood. I never really watched a preview, but I was totally set up for a comedy like Modern Family. Oh, no, my friends. This one will make you cried your freaking eyeballs out. My parent-heart-strings were about to pop, and I literally cried out loud and with tears during this episode. It was so intense that I am not sure I can ever watch it again. For starters it dealt with: A couple discovering their youngest child is autistic and a working mom realizing her pre-schooler prefers her husband. Oh, and the episode was dedicated to a show executive who died during the filming. Dear me. As I said, I totally lost it.

Finally, I'm weening, and it make me miss McKenna all the time. I just want to squeeze her all day long, too. How will I squeeze them all at once if I have 3?

I wish someone would wake up so I would have an excuse to cuddle, but instead it is just me and Hulu hanging out.