Ok, so I don't want to hate my baby. Of course not. But seriously -- he is killing me. So much pain and misery.
We'll probably name him Charlie, but for a while I stopped calling him that because I'd rather hold and love my previously unnamed baby. When I love him again, I'll name him. Why ruin the name with associations of sore hips and Braxton hicks. No thanks!
But, yeah, worst pregnancy ever. I'm totally miserable. Completely. When I wake up in the morning I feel like I have to pop up an urge my body to start breathing again. It's like waking up in water ... But with lots of extra pain.
So I want to love him and buy him things and get excited for his grand arrival. But I mostly hate him. I hope that doesn't last.
Just telling the truth.
The Owner
A lady who loves babies, sustains womanhood, believes in yoga and USED to own a rock band. (She also craves adventure, questions everything, and isn't sure what she's doing most of the time.)
The Owner and Her Manager
Band Members in Random Order
My Little Man
Brandon Charles Fellow -- August 28, 2014
The Soul of our Honest Colorado Adventure
The Victorian: built in 1898, 2 bed, 1 bath, cardboard floors, bears for neighbors, no disposal, no heat, and it was all ours for 6 whole months!
Home Base -- Ouray, Colorado
Family Pic outside Ouray School. We'll miss this happy place!
The first Big Sister
Me and McKenna
Lizza Bizza Bo
Infertility's Common Thread
Follow the life of Baby McKenna
A record for her and us and you
The Fellow Family
Look Who's Here!
Jan. 2008
First steps, first teeth and turning 10 months all in one week!
Feb. 2008
Tim heats things up with the band. Full steam ahead!
March 2008
Quinn turns 1, gets a shinny new toy box, and fits into 2 year old clothes.
April 2008
Quinn gets a new outdoor hobby, Tim heads East for a month long tour, and I barf a lot when discovering i'm alergic to veggies after becoming a vegan. Short lived earthy Journey.
May 2008
Quinn finds the best part of the Phoenix Zoo, and we head all over the place for a lot of 60th birthdays.
June 2008
Quinn watches Elmo from the hospital for two days after a scary illness while Tim was touring with the Band in Japan.
July 2008
Quinn's all better but wants yet another pony ride at the Thanksgiving Point Farm.
August 2008
Party Time. We travel all month as a family and play with all the cousins
September 2008
Mom's back to work, Dad leaves on his last tour, but all the fun continues. And we make a baby ... before Tim leaves.
October 2008
The pink poodle return, Tim returns, Grammy and Counsin Kate visit, and it is all about it hit the fan!
November 2008
Avery comes home. Tim runs a race, and Grandma Jan leaves us at Thanksgiving with 7 jars of apple sause that only lastest a few days.
December 2008
We start selling our stuff so we can survive the Winter. But life is good and happy again, and I finally hit my second trimester.
December 2008 Part 2
Tim gets a job offer with Wells Fargo in Salt Lake two days before Christmas. Wahoo! We can eat. It's a Thanksgiving Miracle.
January 2009
We live it up with Daddy before he goes back to work! We eat out and spend all kinds of money!
Feb. 2009
We get used to Daddy's new schedule, but we keep enjoying a weekly night on the Town. Jill celebrates 11 years as a Mormon with our Family and Bridget's.
March 2009
Quinn turns 2!!
April 2009
Kristie Quinn gets happily banished to the basement when mom starts nesting and getting ready for Avery McKenna to join the band.
May 2009
Quinn and Mommy get a ton of time together. Quinn learns to use the potty, we go to a Temple dedication, and we hangout with Aunt Avery.
June 2009
Welcome Baby McKenna! We love you, baby!
July 2009
McKenna's Blessing and fist plane ride. Off to California and Arizona to visit Grandparents, Aunts, Uncles and Counsins
August 2009
Family Time, A trip to the Grand America Hotel, back to california and Quinn started Pre-School!!
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