Not Tired

Not exactly sure what happen, but I am not tired anymore. I had enough energy today to keep the kitchen clean all day and make crepes for the kids before bed at 8:45 pm. Every time tim asked how I was i was or if i needed anything, i said, "Nope, i'm great" and i actually meant it and was not angry at all. Who is this person? I really don't know. I guess the teal question is who was that person living my life last week who couldn't handle anything? I really don't know.

I think I was just so behind last week and had no hope of not being behind. But then i had a complete nervous breakdown, talked things out with Tim and kind of started from the ground up. I stopped making too many plans. I sent Tim off on adventures without me. I cleaned the kitchen, bought some fruit, made a to do list, had a great date with my husband that involved a seriously awesome chocolate dessert in a classic old fancy restaurant -- and now I am back in business. Amen! I'm ready to start over booking myself again! Not really. Actually, I think it helps that I look at the week before me and day two of said week includes a night away with Tim for our 10th anniversary. I'm really excited to spend the night in telluride eating delicious food and hopefully more chocolate.

In general, I'm feeling a lot of gratitude today -- for my little family, the church, chocolate, crepes, chocolate crepes, charity and the love of Christ, Lizza and Lindsay who came to my rescue, rock climbing, the anniversary adventure, the upcoming trip to Utah, my new shoes that will arrive tomorrow and three tired girls that went to sleep so quickly. There are some things I am not grateful for (like how small this damn Victorian is starting to feel), but with a list that good of pluses -- it's fine for now :)